first post?

ok so i dont even know how many people will read this. ive tried to keep 2 blogs like this in the past 2 years and they ended up failing miserably because i never updated. plus i doubt anyone actually read it. but i guess this is jsut for my to post my thoughts and write down what i did everyday, i guess. it helps me clear my mind to write down the shit that happened to me, good or bad, whatever. so heres the first post.

so today was boring. really boring. my birthday was a few days ago so yay for that i guess. had fun. cooper bought me a really nice necklace that i fell in love with when i saw it. so that was good. i woke up today (or yesterday i guess; saturday) at 4:45 PM and was afraid my mom would flip but she didnt seem to mind. its not 7:42 AM and i havent slept yet at all...probably cuz of the mountain dew and stress running through my body. h well. i have to be up by 1 to get ready to go have dinner with dad (more birthday stuff, yay?) so i need at least 5 hours of sleep...at this rate i'll probably get around 4 hours. fehh.

i did nothing really all day..watched tv, hung out at home, asked on facebook if people wanted to hang out and of course nobody responded. story of my life. waited around for cooper to call the housephone til about 11 but then noticed he had gone home and not called so that sucked a bit. played wow for awhile, pretty much all night. got pissed about some stuff and decided to tab out and browse the internet while i calmed down. creet tried to talk to me but i didnt feel like talking so i just logged off eventually around 6AM and have been restless since then. this feeling really sucks.

random thoughts going through my mind recently:
- i need to get my license;
- i don't wanna go to school, not after christmas, not ever. i just dont think its for me and i hope people can accept that and deal with it. if they cant i dont think i want them as friends.
- i need new hobbies. i play too much wow and i sit around in my room too much. working on music is fun but its not fun if im doing it by myself.
- there is absolutely NOTHING good on tv at 7:45 in the morning. why am i torturing myself. oh and i refuse to watch full house.
- my room is so messy and im beginning to get angry at myself for not cleaning it more often


anyway im sick of typing. plus the keyboard is kind of loud and i hear my mom walking around outside in the hall. if she knows im still up she might give me a hard time.

til next time,
alli :\